393. Jeles Jugak...

aahhh!!
nice comment pocketeers,
pocket suka!
pocket suka!
anyway since i've typed this post earlier,
so i'm just gonna publish this :D
just a thought with my experience as proof.

here goes :

Ima and I used to go to melaka for work.
(now as most of u already notice, Ima
is just a common name i use to adress
every ladies in my story)
I chose her not only for her competency
in doing her work, but also because I was
having a 'thing' for her. what can i say,

this flesh is too weak :D

Yes i know that she is someone's GF,
but the temptation was irresistable.
Her BF didnt say much about the whole thing
anyway. Never even cared then.
He tot his GF went to melaka wit some
chinese pakcik who care less about this
malay underweight lady.
But one day, I drove her to her house
and he was there. He might have heard her
giving salam when we were saying good bye
and hells break loose.
The fire of jealosy starts to burn him,
the heat is boiling his balls in his
scrotum like some telur rebus during kenduri.
Prohibit her from going to melaka wit me anymore.
Well what can i say, that is the nature.
A few days later,
'Ima, kamis ni ima kena gi melaka, arrange yer'
'BF ima tak bagi la pocket, dia kata kalau gi
ngan MrLee buleh lah.'
'loh!! cakap la kata nak gi ngan Mr Lee'

'tapi bukan abang ker yg nak bawak nanti'
'yes, tapi BF ima tak tau kan..'
'err.. camana tu?'

Anyway, why is it that he is ok with MrLee,
but not with me?
I might have been more then him in certain ways
that he finds it intimidating and thus the
thick liquid of fear come dripping from his ears
pulling his head down to earth,

bending his spine till he cant stand.

I might be more understanding compared to him,

i might be making more money then him,

(This i dont know)

i might be slightly more good looking then him,

(This i know not true, His face looks a bit like detective hotchner

from Criminal Minds!!)

and so my point stands.
There is no such thing as jealousy,
there is only fear. Fear of being compared to.

If it was a fat pakcik,

he wont be compared to for looks.
He'll definitely win.
but not wit some young malay bloke who got
some mix blood in him. Although i know,
I would lost easily with detective hotchner.
(Mr lee however was a pakcik that best described
by one word : hearing-aid)

If it was a bos, he wont be compared
for how understanding he is.
Cause he know his lady wont be talking
personal issue wit her boss anyway.
But not wit this malay guy who happen
to be born 4 years earlier then his girl.

Jealousy is actually 'Fear' of being compared to.
and the fear of loosing the competition
makes u do things, shitty things.

what say u?
if i am a midget with 100cm as my height,
who drives an OKU shitty car. Do u still think
he'd be jealous of me with his GF?
it was never an issue before..