247. Awak Dgr Sini..

THis is a real story happened to me in UM.
Cofee scent is still fresh in my mind,
we were sitting on a walkway just outside our
dormitory. Farid was smoking, i am regretting
every second goes on till this very day..
'farid.. i'm sorry'

'aku pun tak tau la pocket, cinta ni memang gila kan,
unexplainable.. heheh' smiles that ends with a slow chuckle.
U can see that he is a guy in love.
he love her so much and u can feel it by the shine
of the lampu kalimantang in his eyes, it shone like
never before, somewhat watery just by the sound of
her name mentioned.

'i mean.. Ima tu tak la lawa sangat kan,
banding ngan siti ker, noor ker ana keee..
Ima ni langsung tak menonjol, nak kata gedik pun dak..
mature jer kalau sembang.. gelak kuat kuat pun tak'
Pocket just look at the guy in luv and chuckle every
now and then or sigh like life is treating us
bad enough just to fill in the silence.
What presentator would call as 'space-filler'.
Its where u say 'aaaa' 'aaaannnndddaaaa'
when u dont have any idea what to say infront of people.
TokDet kita punya space filler is 'apa namaaaa'

'aku tertarik la ngan dia, nak kawin kalu kena pakai
berapa ribu ya la ni? Kena la start kumpul duit'
'wah sampai pikir nak kawinka farid? heheh bagus jgak tu'
'tp sebab ima ni tak lawa sangat aku rasa segan plak ngan
mak bapak aku, mesti depa harapkan yg lawa sikit buat menantu kan'
'tak laaaahhhh'
'tp betui wei, kalau nak kira lawa.. noor lawa lagi,
tinggi idung mancung, tp dia ngan penyet nyer itam lak lagi,
pendek plak tu, heheh'
'ada ka hang nii heheh'
'tapi aku habaq kat hang.. aku bukan cintakan dia pasai rupa,
tapi pasai dia layan aku baik, dia tak sombong, hati budi dia bagi
aku amatlah menyentuh perasaan'
'humm aku paham'
'cara dia layan aku, cara dia sembang ngan aku,
tak macam orang lain.. aku rasa best la ngan dia,
dia tak nampak aku macam orang bodo, orang lain kalu.. bla bla...
Farid just went on and on with his feeling for her,
i just nodded and smile.. make some noise only when its needed.
'weh.. aku nak tanya hang betui betui ni..
apa pendapat hang pasai Ima? pasai kami?'
'aku rasa dia la yang paling lawa dlm kelaih kita hang tau,
padan ngan hang yg rempit terensem tuu, heheh'
i said without thinking first.

poured his cofee to the ground..
'pocket, hang tak dengaq pun apa yg aku cakap dari tadi,
common jer reply hang.. n bila hang nak komen, hang pakai bantai ja,
kiranya nak komen jugak la, nak bagi aku anggap hang ni kawan lagi
walaupun tak dengaq pun apa yg aku dok cerita ni..
hang ni teghuk la pocket' and left the scene of the crime in silent.
he was pissed off.. who wouldnt.
he was right and i was wrong, but that was 1998.

now its 2010 and i am going to change that in me,
i am going to listen now and comment only if
i know the subject or understand the story well.
kalau ya pun nak bg komen yg general..
pada pada la kan, jangan miss terus the very point.
umph!! so i will!!