210. OneWouldKnow...

...If one is hated.
Usually one would know if one is hated,
when every one else puke just by the sight of him.
Well not to that extend of course,
if u'r a beggar wearing a mangy shirt with pants
torn off here and there, smelling just a slight better
then a non mantained public toilet.
Well then people would puke indefinitely,
but i dont think my reader ever goes to that extend isnt it?
heheh, (Pointless kan perenggan ni..^^)

Usually one would know if one is hated
when everyone else picked up their trays and leave
as one sits on the stool of that long table at the canteen.
Cant it be more obvious?

Usually one would know if one is hated
when everyone leave the building just by the news of him
arriving there. Alamaaakkkk,
he's coming to this party,
he's expecting a lot of people there.
but as he arrived, there was no one,
just the party throwers making a sad face,
'haaa, mai masuk mai masuk, yang lain balik dah,
tinggai hang sorang jer la kan, tp mai la makan apa yg ada.'
isnt it obvious? when the party thrower start to give lame
excuses of why this guy left. and why that girl suddenly
having an aunty who got sick from food poisoning.
cant he feel it? he felt it, but he is just too sad to
take any action about it.

Usually one would know if one is hated
when SMS replied only with 'K' for OK. even after a long sms..
'dik, abang tak sempat nak gi bli lg, nanti abang blikan.
musim raye ni jalan jam sangat, harap adik paham'
and her reply was...'k'
(ok, not hated but she might be sleeping heheh)

when he starts to give lame excuses for not seeing u tonight.
'abg kan ker celcom, sepanjang musim perayaan ni tak
leh call sayang, sorry laaa.. dah tu sangkut Jam plak lagi'
(Eh? dah macam betul punyer excuse jer nii?)
when she is not calling u in return even after 12 miss calls.
'maner ader u call?'
or just by the sound of those long exhaling sound. 'huuuuuhhhhhh'
(Dlm bahasa jpung nyer 'tameiki')

humm humm

wan would know when wan is hated.
but its too painful to act like one.
too lonely to stay away,
too hard to stay together,
to choose between own family and family-to-be
is just excruciating

but then again pocketeers,
wan knows... wan would stay away,
wan did stayed away, am staying away,
but he dont.