Monday, August 18, 2008

93. Dreaming There Again

I've been seeing a dream, same dream
i'd say i've been seeing this dream since 1998,
seldom but memorable, frequent but barely noticeable
Same dream about the same river, freaky ha?

i'm traveling, sometimes i walk, sometimes i'm on a jeep,
the travels seems like climbing a mountain or higher ground.
cause i will always see cliff or view from higher plane.
after traveling for quite a while i notice that there's
a river on the side of the road.
the water is flowing gently and slow,
crystal clear till u can see huge fish swimming inside.

i felt panic, the road becoming tough and challenging.
i can see the water is also starting to turn wild,
its not gentle and slow anymore, ferociously rough instead.
The road going up and up and i can see the stream forming waterfalls..
high and white. Got the feeling of wanting to get there fast..
'apasal tak sampai lagi ni'.....'lambat lagi ker nak sampai?'
sometime the water even flow on the road i'm taking,
or on the rock i'm climbing, flowing down like a stream
and sometime falls from the trees like rains.

In the end i will come to a nice and quite place where
a tree is standing mighty on the margin of a lake,
with branches spreading shade all over the lake,
well it is not a lake, the river actually broadened
making a lake-like scenery.
THe tree is huge!! trunk as big as an oil tank,
a 'buaian' is strapped to the branch.
(That's how i know its the same tree every time i'm seeing this dream)
there is a plateau near the tree,
a slab of rock just enough for 5 people to have a picnic on it.
there will definitely be people there, usually friends or family,
when i was in japan, i've seen Yan and the GaijinSan
having picnic there, so does mummyvaio and ounis,
i didnt join them, usually i'll be looking from afar.
The menu is nice :) Chicken, fish and jelly,
i can remember yan taking a spoonful of coleslaw into her mouth..
ooh so delicious. happy and laughing, enjoying their picnic,
beautiful and elegant clad in white dress.
in other occasion i do seen Banji and Mama having nasik lemak
with filantera. Abah was not there, well no doubt about that,
and the dream will end there, i'll wake up smiling,
smiling because i've seen people smiled.

The thing is pocket,
last nite i've dreamed this again, but there was no one having picnic.
and i woke up not smiling, cause there was no one smiled.
menyedihkan... i wonder what is the meaning?
the water
the hill
the waterfall
the picnic
why just now no one picnic? gi mengundi? lamat lagi kan...
Hummmmmmm....duk tak duk tingat lagu ni...
*Senyum umpama suria yang membawa cahyaaaaa
senyum lah dari hati dunia mu bersemiiiii
senyum umpama titian dalam kehidupaaaan

ku tersenyum, kau tersenyum kemesraan menguntum

seeeeenyuuuummm, kepada semua
seeeeenyuman mu, amat lah berharga,

seeeeenyuuuummm, membahagiakan,
dengan senyuman, terjalinlaahhh, iiikataaaan

eheh:)

17 comments:

yankiut said...

my name was mentioned twice in this entry..hehe, erm drp firasat ku yg tak bape bagus nih ..mimpi ini bermaksud betapa pocket mendambakan kebahagiaan dan kebahagian itu penuh dengan jalan yg berliku..pokok itu melambangkan role model yang pocket nak jadi satu hari nanti, membahagiakan semua orang..
hehe..erm akunyer mimpi yg asyik sama ialah mimpi terbang..terbang cam superman dan melimpat-lompat cam spiderman..cuma skrg nih dah lama tak mimpi terbang..

yankiut said...

my name was mentioned twice in this entry..hehe, erm drp firasat ku yg tak bape bagus nih ..mimpi ini bermaksud betapa pocket mendambakan kebahagiaan dan kebahagian itu penuh dengan jalan yg berliku..pokok itu melambangkan role model yang pocket nak jadi satu hari nanti, membahagiakan semua orang..
hehe..erm akunyer mimpi yg asyik sama ialah mimpi terbang..terbang cam superman dan melimpat-lompat cam spiderman..cuma skrg nih dah lama tak mimpi terbang..

Adry said...

Senyuuummm membahagiakan... dengan senyumaan terjalinlaaaa ikatan.... hehehehe.. lagu lama ni... tapi aku rasa semua orang tau.. at least most of them...

What a dream... slalunya... kalau orang mimpi sungai sungai ni ending kencing malam kat atas tilam .... hehehe... but your dream a little different... better ask someone who know about "dream"... orang tau macam mana nak tafsir... hehehe

Anyway... Slamat bermimpi... hehehe

Ayaq masak said...

errr freaky. hehe. I always dream ada kat skolah rendah...tapi kawan2 bukan kawan skolah rendah, high skul ke, matrik ke, u ke..camtu lah..huhu

Mira said...

mimpi itu mainan tidur
adakah pocket x basuh kaki ms nk tido?
ekekeke

bendul said...

pockeeeet..!! i love that song..!!
yana always ask me to sing the song for her..
tte, does "senyum" was the main point of your dream..? not about everyone dissapear one..?

"Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Just as soon as I belong,
Then it's time I disappear.."

(metallica : i dissappear)

~ mizzAmy ~ said...

~ ada certain org akan percaya ngan apa yg dimimpi olehnya - me la tuh. and ada org pulak jenis tak amik pusing ngan apa yg dia mimpi.

if mimpi kait ngan sungai2 nih bukan ker maksudnya rezeki. tak baper sure sangat tau. tak silap la. amy suka baca buku taksiran mimpi. tapi buku tuh dah hilang in action la plak... kalo pocket ada redah2 sungai, mungkin rezeki sedang menanti. so, kena la a bit berusaha untuk dptkan rezeki tersebut. ;)

i love the song too... amy pernah buat entry pasal lagu tuh. hehehehehe... ~

Ceera said...

kadang2 mimpi membawa petanda...

bendul said...

you deserve an award from me.. go pick it up..!!

Ayaq masak said...

Eh baru pasan, asal bendul siap tulih lagu metallica plak tu? huhuhu i basically grew up listening to metallica. :P

KoudaGaijinsan said...

hahah...metioned name twice..lama tak jumpa kot.boleh ler buat re-union bebudak setempat.
org tua2 kata kalau mimpi berasaskan air maksudnya elok..
kalau mimpi ular byk sgt..maksudnya tak elok,syaitan byk??..tp yg best mimpi melarikan diri dgn Tom Cruise...hehehe..err apasal yankiut type 2 kali nih??

Pocket said...

Yan,
heheh, waah, pocket nak menjadi pokok!!
yang ada buaian yang menghiburkan,
yang ada daun banyak meneduhkan,
umph!! buleh diterima:)

mimpi terbang tu ada makna yg besh tu,
cam tak ingat dah, ado orang pernah bagi tau dah,
tp tak ingat plak,
pocket pun samo, terbang cam burung heheh

Mira,
well, sesetengah orang anggap mainan tido,
sesetengah orang anggap bermakna,
terpulang pada orang la jgak kan:)
basuh kaki?
pocket mandi!!

Bendul,
the post is about my dream,
sepatutnya end wit a smile,
but tak senyum instead pasal semalam tak der orang picnic,

lagu tu,
duk tak duk teringat jeerr..

Adry,
heheheh, lagu tu kan, pastinya suma orang tau:)
umph!! mimpi ayaq selalunya sejuk, n terasa nak kencing, tp ...
pocket tak la plak...
pastinya ada makna yg tertentu kan,
tanya lagi lah :)

Ayaq,
macam pocket pun pernah mimpi gitu jgak, tp pocket selalu tak anggap kan ia sebagai mimpi yg legit, maybe shots of photos from my memory and my brain is playing with it, spt contohnya duk nampak ayaq kat sekolah mrsm pocket... sambil dgr lagu metallica :) heheh

Ayaq, jangan maraah la yek(_ _;

Amy,
Umph!! memang pernah dgr bahawa mimpi ayaq adalah rezeki, tp kat mana nak cedok tu?heheheh
yerlah kan, kalau betul rezeki nak datang, happy la jgak :)
yup, memang pocket ada meredah air yang deras tu,
ada yg pocket melawan arus, ada yg mengikut arus.
amy pernah buat entry ? hehehe, bleh bg link?
or kabo jer bila nyer entry:)

Ceera,
Lama betul dia tak datang,
maklumlah, duk gi jalan kat johor!!:)
yup, kalau bawak petanda bagus la jgak, tp apo petanda yg buleh kita dpt ngan tgk orang picnic?
lapo lg ado laa!! heheheh

GaijinSan,
apasal yan taip dua kali?
pasal pocket nama dia dua kali :)
heheheh,
oleh itu..pocket pun tak mau padam jgak comments dia tu:)
dua kali laaaahhh!!

ooo..mimpi yg maksud nyer elok yek?
alhamdulillah, bagus la tu, eheh:)
memoga makin elok pocket nih:D

cHeRyNa PiReS said...

i like to go 4 picnic, pocket...but ur story is a sad one rather than a happy one though everyone was smiling:(

Hana-Ni-Mo-Nai2 said...

watashi selalu mimpi menda yg pelik2
tp watahsi selalu lupa lepas bgn tidooo

doshiteeee?"???

bendul said...

waaa.. ayaq pun metallica fan..
hell yeah..!!

Zura Hilman said...

i love your writing... (^.^)

Pocket said...

cheryna P,
umph, this dream usually is a happy dream,
but this time its otherwise,
sedih plak..^^ hummm

HanaChan,
Pastinya mimpi tu menghiburkan..
tp somehow hana tak ingat lg yek?
eheh:) cam suma orang gitu kot,
tp pocket somehow ingat yg ni..

Bendul,
Pocket form five dulu duk layan entersandman..
wahahahah...
natsukashiiii....

Zura H,
Do you? great having u ere also,
please do come again:)