63. PocketDust

'u know when I said I know little about love?
well that wasnt true, I know a lot about love,
I've seen it.
I've seen centuries and centuries of it.
And it was the only thing that made watching
your world bearable.
All those wars, pain and lies, hate.
made me want to turn around and never
look down again.
But to see the way that mankind loves.
I mean u can search the furthest reaches
of the universe and never find anything
more beautiful.

So yes, I know that love is unconditional,
but I also know that it can be unpredictable,
unexpected,
uncontrollable,
unbearable
and well strangely easy to mistake for loathing.

And...(chuckling and Smiling embarrassly)
what i'm trying to say, tristan is...
i think i love u.

My heart,
it feels like my chest cant barely contain it.
Like it doesnt belong to me anymore, it belongs to you.
and if u wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange.
No gifts,
No Goods,
No Demonstration of Devotion.
Nothing but knowing that u love me too.
Just your heart in exchange of mine.'
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pocket...now to make my point worth discussing,
i have to give u abit of the storyline. here it goes,
Tristan is from our real world, went to seek for a falling star
to fulfill his promise to victoria in exchange for her love.
The star falls in the magical world.
There, star are in a form of a lady,
a cute one i'd have to add.heh,
So tristan went to get the star, her name is Yvaine.
Tristan got to Yvaine by using a 'babylon candle' and
the adventure begins on the way return.

Pocket, i'm not going to talk about the movie ere,
i was merely attracted with the way she confessed her
love to tristan as written above,
so obsessed with it that i've rewinded the movie to write
the wording one by one. listening to it over and over again...heheh,
she have said it with her best expression as if what she said
actually comes from the deep of her heart.
And i was touched by that...
(OK, every now and then i am allowed to be mushy right?)
the thing is, lately love has been soo common to people
that after 24 dinners together,
trips to genting or pangkor together,
seeing each others parent,
the couple would felt like they understand their status together.
I'm going out with him, he is my boyfriend.
i love him, and i think so does he' ... and that's it.

No more confession ceremony. where u call him or her out,
The heart poundS like hell, u cant feel your toes, hundreds of butterflies in your belly, Coldness felt on the skin makes u shivers but inner heat causes u to sweat. its so sacred, that most of us terrified of saying the word. most of us just uses letter instead. just to say the magic word...
'pocket (Exhaling quite a lot of air... looking down to the toes and then look up to his or her eye and)
...i love u'
tte pocket without those...tak rasa rugi ker...