204. Fantasy Question...

...Humour Me,
U set off to sleep, wearing your baju tido, baju kelawar,
kain pelikat maybe not wearing anything at all.
The smell of mint from the toothpaste still lingers,
holding a candle on a candle holder.
Putting it slowly on the meja, making your bed.
And as u are finally in your bed...
well wrapped in the bedsheet, all comfy and cozy,
u blew out the candle lit.
tali tu berbara sekejap dan padam 6 saat kemudian.
(Kenapa lilin? macam pilem barat dulu dulu plak..)
Tomorrow u wake up to the room u use to woke up
when u'r still 17.
For the pocket, it'll be the white sheet on a wooden bed
with table on my leg side, locker on my head side.
Drawers to maggi supplies at the bottom of bed.
Yellow light from walk way of block C MRSM Beseri 1994

There u are... 17 again...
after confirming the situation,
It seems like all those dompet hilang at the surau,
engagement party and a few hundreds of masak lomak
served was just a dream. (Taking princess Liyana's example)
All those trip to japan, having to meet yana the wife,
Naufal the kid, Bundle the pocket was a very vivid
dream dat happened overnight(bendul's example)
and Filantera... those trip to redang never happened.
(i am jealous of your trip, that's why am writing this)

U took the initiative to confirm. U went on with the day,
following your instinct. The same thing happened as the dream.
Pocket got 18 aggregate for SPM, (Thanks to Lukisan, or else it should be 23 wahah)
failed the first interview to japan, got in by the second.
UM Greeting party from our sempai was ...'interesting'

The question: What will u do?
Will u start living like u use to live?
taking the path u took, meeting the same people,
but with a few inside into the future,
Where u dont leave your dompet in your bag at the surau,
work earlier as an exec at that milk producing kilang just to
meet MrSate earlier, beware of that lorry dat hit titot,
the 3 hari 3 malam story, the speech contest ayaq took,
Strive the best u can in those war dat u've previously lost.
(Regretting the fact that u didnt memorize the 4D number
on each days of the week in your dream, or else 'Pakcik kayoooo!!!')
or
will u took another path instead,
taking a whole new life,
trying to change everything,
Marry the pilot,
Insist on going to UK,
Take dat offer as a nurse in UK in your early 20s
Play profesional hockey player,
never even took MissSuhana as a student at your school.

hummmm i wonder.. Which will u take?